So much for saying I don't have much work to do, I had to do OT yesterday evening please. Walau, damn sian to the max! But my ex supervisor (because yesterday was her last day) said we could leave 2 hours earlier any day this week. So yaye! :D Hope to catch Where got Ghost with margs soon! No way am I going to spend 9.50 watching this movie during the weekends man! 6 bugs still oookay! HAHA!
Anyway, these few days have been mind boggling! Really, my brain feels so tired it's going to explode! HAHA! SYC's sit in rehearsal last saturday was really really great! :D They do things so differently from any other choirs I've been in, it kinda feels like I'm in another world! Very efficient & the sops are so damn powerful! Would really be a very different & definitely an eriching experience if I do ever get in. AH, I can already imagine myself enjoying every bit of it! HAHA! It's just going to be damn fun! :D
Auditions are scheduled next next sat! And as much as I really really (to the power of infinity) want to join this wonderful SYC family, I don't think the situation I'm in now allows me to. I do have quite a few factors to consider and they're not in favour of me going for auditions & joining SYC at this point of my life. ):
Firstly, as most of you may know, I'll be leaving for melbourne in 5 months & SYC does not accept short term members. They do but it's really a case by case basis & even IF I get pass the auditions, I do have to be on par with the rest (& they are really good). Plus, it does not help that I do not have music background, which is my second reason. ): And everyone has to learn their own music because there won't be sectionals. So there is going to be a lot of independent learning which Im afriad I'm not capable of. At least if I'm studying here & not going abroad, I could start picking up sight reading or even the piano.
If only I wasn't going overseas. If only I could study in a local u. If only I did better in A levels. If only I put my time in JC to more good use... Oh wells, no use for regrets & heartaches now.
SIGH, I guess it's really the case of bad timing yeah ... If only I joined it right after A levels ended, maybe it would be a different story now. I would have already be in it for 8 months. If only, if only ...
So I guess I'll be giving it up. Wait till I come back in 3-4 years time.
K, going to call marg & see if she wants to go to timbre with me tonight! We could both drown our sorrows in beer, pizza, wings & each other's company.
Goodbye world!
